Since the other two authors of this blog are ALSO graduating tomorrow (er...today, considering it's 1 AM), then I can trust that they are as nervous/excited/sad/crazilyemotional as I am!
Today was awesome, even though my emotions were everywhere! Today was my last full day of being a highschooler. Today was the last time I sang with the choir as a part of it.
I feel so grown up...and I'm not sure that I like it. Of course, I'm only 16, so I'm not THAT grown up.
I really really really really REALLY hope that Mr. Counts will let me come back and help with choir or drama or SOMETHING next year! If he does, I will be so tremendously happy, because I will still get to see my AMAZING friends at UCA! It would be SUPAH weird though, 'cause if I do help with choir, then I will be teaching a few kids older than me. O_O Whoa.
Anyways, this is probably my last blog post as a high school student. No longer will I be "Kirstin the Senior". Imma be "Kirstin the ALUMNI BABAY!" Yes, you have to call me that. Be sure to add the "BABAY", because it creates the whole effect.
*sigh* If you could have seen my emotions the whole day, I would probably be put in a mental institution. No lie. First, I was SUPER excited and totally pumped about graduating! Then, I got kinda caught up in the "I'm going to miss you SO MUCH!" phase. Then at rehearsal I was getting the nervousness feel. Then I was excited, then back to nervous, then I totally forgot about everything because I was watching a movie. THEN, oh my gosh, about an hour-ish ago, I was reading my yearbook autographs/paragraphs for like the tenth time, and I started crying. -_- I'm still kind of in that mood where I don't know if I should just bawl my eyes out or if I should just go to bed.
For those of you who are going to be at graduation tomorrow, be prepared to see tears, because they will be falling from this girl's eyes. I hope other people cry though, because it will make me feel better about crying. So, if you're reading this before my graduation....DON'T BE AFRAID TO CRY! I'm going to try my very best not to look at anybody while I'm talking, because I know if I do, I'll break down.
I'm so nervous about my speech. I'm hoping that as long as I have it written down, then I'll be able to get through it without crying. I'll already be majorly choked up from Dad talking and from the previous Senior's families! But that's the downsides of being next to last.
If I start crying, there's no "give me a moment", that just will not work for me. If I start, there's no way that I'm going to say anymore.
Okay, enough of this rambling nonsense. I'm going to bed. PRAY FOR ME!
Lots of love from the highschooler,
Kirstin
Today was awesome, even though my emotions were everywhere! Today was my last full day of being a highschooler. Today was the last time I sang with the choir as a part of it.
I feel so grown up...and I'm not sure that I like it. Of course, I'm only 16, so I'm not THAT grown up.
I really really really really REALLY hope that Mr. Counts will let me come back and help with choir or drama or SOMETHING next year! If he does, I will be so tremendously happy, because I will still get to see my AMAZING friends at UCA! It would be SUPAH weird though, 'cause if I do help with choir, then I will be teaching a few kids older than me. O_O Whoa.
Anyways, this is probably my last blog post as a high school student. No longer will I be "Kirstin the Senior". Imma be "Kirstin the ALUMNI BABAY!" Yes, you have to call me that. Be sure to add the "BABAY", because it creates the whole effect.
*sigh* If you could have seen my emotions the whole day, I would probably be put in a mental institution. No lie. First, I was SUPER excited and totally pumped about graduating! Then, I got kinda caught up in the "I'm going to miss you SO MUCH!" phase. Then at rehearsal I was getting the nervousness feel. Then I was excited, then back to nervous, then I totally forgot about everything because I was watching a movie. THEN, oh my gosh, about an hour-ish ago, I was reading my yearbook autographs/paragraphs for like the tenth time, and I started crying. -_- I'm still kind of in that mood where I don't know if I should just bawl my eyes out or if I should just go to bed.
For those of you who are going to be at graduation tomorrow, be prepared to see tears, because they will be falling from this girl's eyes. I hope other people cry though, because it will make me feel better about crying. So, if you're reading this before my graduation....DON'T BE AFRAID TO CRY! I'm going to try my very best not to look at anybody while I'm talking, because I know if I do, I'll break down.
I'm so nervous about my speech. I'm hoping that as long as I have it written down, then I'll be able to get through it without crying. I'll already be majorly choked up from Dad talking and from the previous Senior's families! But that's the downsides of being next to last.
If I start crying, there's no "give me a moment", that just will not work for me. If I start, there's no way that I'm going to say anymore.
Okay, enough of this rambling nonsense. I'm going to bed. PRAY FOR ME!
Lots of love from the highschooler,
Kirstin
