It's venting time for me too.
For the past few weeks, all I have wanted to do is cry. I'm one of those overly tearful people who get teary-eyed over small things. I would probably cry more often if my eyes didn't get so red and puffy. I'm starting to scare myself though, because I'm getting too good at covering up what I'm really feeling.
I've been feeling like I'm not good enough for anybody. I mean, I know it doesn't matter what other people think because I know that God loves me more than anything, but it's hard to remember that sometimes. I feel so selfish, because I really have no legit reason to feel that crappy. Nothing drastic has happened to make me start feeling that way. One good thing though, is that I usually forget that feeling once I'm around a lot of people, which is why I like going to see my friends so much.
So yeah...just don't feel bad for me, because it will make me feel worse knowing that I made other people sad or something.
-Kirstin<3
For the past few weeks, all I have wanted to do is cry. I'm one of those overly tearful people who get teary-eyed over small things. I would probably cry more often if my eyes didn't get so red and puffy. I'm starting to scare myself though, because I'm getting too good at covering up what I'm really feeling.
I've been feeling like I'm not good enough for anybody. I mean, I know it doesn't matter what other people think because I know that God loves me more than anything, but it's hard to remember that sometimes. I feel so selfish, because I really have no legit reason to feel that crappy. Nothing drastic has happened to make me start feeling that way. One good thing though, is that I usually forget that feeling once I'm around a lot of people, which is why I like going to see my friends so much.
So yeah...just don't feel bad for me, because it will make me feel worse knowing that I made other people sad or something.
-Kirstin<3
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