Venting (don't feel obligated to read)

Okay, so I need to let some stuff out or else I'll keep it in so long that I'll burst into tears sometime when I don't expect it...

Sometimes I feel like I'm a failure. Especially at work. I have low self-esteem and I need to change that. I hate the feeling I have when I think that everyone thinks that I'm not good enough or don't do a good job. I do my best and it still doesn't seem like it's good enough sometimes. I hate that feeling. And I hate it when someone in my family is upset because it makes me upset too. They get stressed and don't mean to take it out on me but it happens sometimes. And it makes me feel sucky...I hate it. I am so glad I have God and awesome friends in my life, because without them I would be lost. I would probably be an introverted, depressed person. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like without God in it. It's scary to think about....

So pretty much the point of this entry has become how grateful I am for my friends, and for God. You guys help me forget all my troubles and stress. They always make me smile when I feel like I'm about to cry. I honestly don't know what I'd do without them. I didn't tell anyone but I really felt like I wanted to cry tonight. But they made it all disappear. I love them more than they could know. I just wanted them to know that. =) I love you guys!

Signed,

Tuna