I have just noticed something recently, and I am NOT happy with it.
I have realized that whenever I hear a curse word now I don't think much of it...WHY?!
I have been working at my job for 2 years now. When I first started, they wouldn't curse as much around me seeing as I was younger. Now they don't care as much. Is it because I'm 18?
And when did I start not caring?! Why am I not totally disgusted at the sound of a curse word?
I am ashamed of myself.
And I will probably be hearing more profanity with my new job too.
I have also been thinking about my daily life. I have realized how bad I've become.
I take pleasure in WAY too many worldly things lately.
I've developed a personality that I don't like. I go with the flow a lot. I follow people when I should be following God.
Do I really want people to like me THAT much?! Why does it matter to me?
Shouldn't God matter more?
This is why I need your help. If you see me doing or saying something I shouldn't, tell me!
Please! I need it! If I'm going to keep my life on track, I need support. If I try it on my own I will fail.
I want to be a Christian example to those around me. Especially at work. But I need to be right myself to do that. So if you are my friend and you love me, help me.
~ Tonya
I have realized that whenever I hear a curse word now I don't think much of it...WHY?!
I have been working at my job for 2 years now. When I first started, they wouldn't curse as much around me seeing as I was younger. Now they don't care as much. Is it because I'm 18?
And when did I start not caring?! Why am I not totally disgusted at the sound of a curse word?
I am ashamed of myself.
And I will probably be hearing more profanity with my new job too.
I have also been thinking about my daily life. I have realized how bad I've become.
I take pleasure in WAY too many worldly things lately.
I've developed a personality that I don't like. I go with the flow a lot. I follow people when I should be following God.
Do I really want people to like me THAT much?! Why does it matter to me?
Shouldn't God matter more?
This is why I need your help. If you see me doing or saying something I shouldn't, tell me!
Please! I need it! If I'm going to keep my life on track, I need support. If I try it on my own I will fail.
I want to be a Christian example to those around me. Especially at work. But I need to be right myself to do that. So if you are my friend and you love me, help me.
~ Tonya
Tonya, you know that since I love you, I will help you in any way I can. Heck, we'll help each other!
ReplyDeleteI love you, Tuna. =]
Good honest posts are alwaaays the best. Thanks for posting...and if I ever see anything, I will bring it to you. As long as you promise to do the same for me.
ReplyDeleteThanks both of you :)
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